You don’t know what you got, until you lose it.

I always seem to have an appointment
with someone
who will not come …
can’t remember the name.
– Abbas Kiarostami

You don’t know what you got,
until you lose it.
– John Lennon

Some Irrelephant

Now I see that I will never find the light
Unless, like the candle, I am my own fuel,
Consuming myself.

– The Silent Flute, Bruce Lee

• Yeah, Bruce Lee wrote poem as well. What so weird to write poem?
• Should I order the John Lennon 4CDs boxset? Save money Keith SAVE MONEY!
• I’m running out of novel, film and money.
• Got calls for interview from HK. I may start work for a small project in UK.
• Watched a cute documentary: www.banksyfilm.com, corner house.
• I wish I could live two lifes at the same time — one in HK and one in the UK (well, if you think about it, may be 3 will be even better)

be POSITVE keith be POSITIVE!

一百歲的時候
我讓世界爬到我的膝蓋上頭
做一個完美的倒立
雖然我們並不因為這樣
而有了更好的了解
－－夏宇＜簡單未來式＞

Sir I have questions!

• Is a “proper job” means sit properly at office do boss’ favorite?
• What if I keep my jean and t-shirt on? (I’m allergic to suit. I may die.)
• “I don’t sell my writing but you have to read it.” Is this some sort of mental disorder or just an economical phenomenon?
• PhD stands for “Permanent Head Damage”. Really?
• The Bible grows on me, the poetry and novel grow on me, the girls grow on me, music and photography grow on me, motion pictures grow on me… Are these my keywords?: semi-structured, fuzzy logic, incompletion, in the middle of everything.
• I begin to dislike the Hong Kong government — diseases spread far from Beijing. (Being a Hong Kong citizen I feel like mute!) (I know, I know this’ not a question at all.)
• Leeds, Birmingham or Glassgow? London is too expensive. Preston is too quiet. Edinburgh is too far. York… can’t afford the land, like Oxford. Where should I go next? May be just Liverpool, may be just stay in Hong Kong.

上體下體

(source: http://blog.sina.com.cn/19800907libo)

「知道麼，她是因為你陽痿
才愛上你的……」
當所有男人
都把「硬」當作榮耀
她說：我愛你的軟

－－尹麗川＜以下所述是真實的＞

她一定是對他不滿
才嫁給他做老婆
為了方便表達她的意見

－－尹麗川＜嚇唬＞

I、m in Beijing 北京

As the title describes, I’m in the middle of my BJ trip. Here is a quick post. Well, I don’t want to long list things again, pictures may be easier. I have bought a lomo DC earlier and this trip relies on it completely — the picture quality is fairly good but I like snapshotting.

Two more things to say:

• I have got a niece called Kaitlyn!
• Monkey Majik is cool!

Dreams 18Oct09

I had many dreams last night and I remember 2 of them:

Dream 1. I was with Steph, an old friend, and some other people taking MTR. Steph wrote her questions on paper and showed them to me: she first asked would I cry at all, I said yes. Then she asked how often, I answered not often. She then condemned me for my cold blood: how could you not cry with those songs you listened to? I don’t agree with her but I didn’t say. There was a music player or something with a screen. I made up quickly a playlist and it started with a Karen Mok’s song. Some of her songs made me cry before.

Dream 2. I was talking to my mom and suddenly I remembered that I should plan a trip to Chile for some conference. I forgot the contents of the conversation between us but I was happy and started to mess up the plan: may be I would go to Liverpool after Chile for visit? My mom suggested that may be she could meet me at Liverpool so I can show her around.

Liverpool–>HongKong

當我們年輕
那時，世界包圍了我們：槍聲如雨，
我們不打算逃走。
－－＜邦妮與克勞德＞廖偉棠

• I’m back in Hong Kong
• a few things to do next: body check, visiting people, mainland trips, job, keep writing, plan book publishing, friends’ weddings …
• Nose alergy — Hong Kong, city of dust
• Like imaginary memory, be sick of the past hurts realistically.
• Oh! I need a job, I found so many things to buy!  — Hong Kong, city of I should spend money for the rest of my life thank you very much!
• I need a flat. I need privacy.

邊一個發明了返工

Current state of mine

• I have saved up some money and ready to build an online shop. But not sure what to sell! Both making money and feasible.
• I am dreaming to build (from design to construction) my own house myself. Simplicity and concrete. I admire this guy: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ando_Tadao
• Have moved.