Sir I have questions!

• Is a “proper job” means sit properly at office do boss’ favorite?
• What if I keep my jean and t-shirt on? (I’m allergic to suit. I may die.)
• “I don’t sell my writing but you have to read it.” Is this some sort of mental disorder or just an economical phenomenon?
• PhD stands for “Permanent Head Damage”. Really?
• The Bible grows on me, the poetry and novel grow on me, the girls grow on me, music and photography grow on me, motion pictures grow on me… Are these my keywords?: semi-structured, fuzzy logic, incompletion, in the middle of everything.
• I begin to dislike the Hong Kong government — diseases spread far from Beijing. (Being a Hong Kong citizen I feel like mute!) (I know, I know this’ not a question at all.)
• Leeds, Birmingham or Glassgow? London is too expensive. Preston is too quiet. Edinburgh is too far. York… can’t afford the land, like Oxford. Where should I go next? May be just Liverpool, may be just stay in Hong Kong.

上體下體

(source: http://blog.sina.com.cn/19800907libo)

「知道麼，她是因為你陽痿
才愛上你的……」
當所有男人
都把「硬」當作榮耀
她說：我愛你的軟

－－尹麗川＜以下所述是真實的＞

她一定是對他不滿
才嫁給他做老婆
為了方便表達她的意見

－－尹麗川＜嚇唬＞

I、m in Beijing 北京

As the title describes, I’m in the middle of my BJ trip. Here is a quick post. Well, I don’t want to long list things again, pictures may be easier. I have bought a lomo DC earlier and this trip relies on it completely — the picture quality is fairly good but I like snapshotting.

Two more things to say:

• I have got a niece called Kaitlyn!
• Monkey Majik is cool!

Dreams 18Oct09

I had many dreams last night and I remember 2 of them:

Dream 1. I was with Steph, an old friend, and some other people taking MTR. Steph wrote her questions on paper and showed them to me: she first asked would I cry at all, I said yes. Then she asked how often, I answered not often. She then condemned me for my cold blood: how could you not cry with those songs you listened to? I don’t agree with her but I didn’t say. There was a music player or something with a screen. I made up quickly a playlist and it started with a Karen Mok’s song. Some of her songs made me cry before.

Dream 2. I was talking to my mom and suddenly I remembered that I should plan a trip to Chile for some conference. I forgot the contents of the conversation between us but I was happy and started to mess up the plan: may be I would go to Liverpool after Chile for visit? My mom suggested that may be she could meet me at Liverpool so I can show her around.

Liverpool–>HongKong

當我們年輕
那時，世界包圍了我們：槍聲如雨，
我們不打算逃走。
－－＜邦妮與克勞德＞廖偉棠

• I’m back in Hong Kong
• a few things to do next: body check, visiting people, mainland trips, job, keep writing, plan book publishing, friends’ weddings …
• Nose alergy — Hong Kong, city of dust
• Like imaginary memory, be sick of the past hurts realistically.
• Oh! I need a job, I found so many things to buy!  — Hong Kong, city of I should spend money for the rest of my life thank you very much!
• I need a flat. I need privacy.

邊一個發明了返工

Current state of mine

• I have saved up some money and ready to build an online shop. But not sure what to sell! Both making money and feasible.
• I am dreaming to build (from design to construction) my own house myself. Simplicity and concrete. I admire this guy: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ando_Tadao
• Have moved.

In the rainy land

我們曾像兩本參考書一樣
躺在床上。我們的作者都不在場。

適合我們的書櫃還未做好。
所以一整天，我們都躺在那裡。

我們彼此
閱讀

悄悄用「上冊」和「下冊」互相
給對方起綽號。

－－臧棣〈報復〉

我將只經歷一次死亡
但沒有人能解答
我為什麼會有十具以上的屍體

我最小的屍體
將是一封信。在雨天裡
掛號寄出

－－臧棣〈抽屜〉

Quick Note: Spain (and Portugal) Trip (22-28July09)

[[SPAIN]]

[PPL]

• people are happy
• people tend not to care about rules: no queue at bus station; some ignore traffic light (also the drivers!)
• people are nice, polite, and welcome tourist
• no bad kids
• not many people speak fluent English
• small population of chinese and other foreigner
• Chinese open “chinese store” beside chinese restaurant. chinese food has no place in spain
• people are sporty; have beautiful body — hard to see a fat man/woman

[ECON]

• SME shops everywhere
• privately owned small shops can survive
• things are not cheaper than UK
• food: expensive (6+euro for a mcdonal meal)
• public transport: cheap (1.xx euro for most bus; taxi costs almost half of that in UK)
• many people are paid at minimum wage (around 600 euro/month as i remember) and live a good life
• haven’t seen many manufacturing industries

[FOOD]

• i fallen in love with the bar-cafe
• bar-cafe: it’s like spainish style 茶餐廳; sell any kinds of drink + tapas and food
• all day
• sea food are nice
  tapas are nice
  diet coke is called “cola light”
  beer is cheaper than soft drink (1-2euro for a 300ml bottle of soft drink)

[LAYOUT]

• buildings are generally taller than those in liverpool
• old church and building everywhere but rather clean and tidy
• Graffiti everywhere like part of the culture
• roads filled with buses, taxis and motor car
• streets are wide and comfortable in commercial area
• blocks pack tight with lanes in residential and older regions

[WEATHER]

• was 45`C in Sevilla; around 30 in Malaga
• quite dry. nicely hot. slightly windy

[ETC.]

• English songs on the radio
• many festivals
• train: clean, tidy, big, comfortable
• beach, beach, beach

[[PORTUGAL]]

(this post is long enough!)

Randomly Random

I started my diary on the walls.

I started my part-time job and thinking to finish it up.

The ‘G’ key on my laptop become insensitive.

I think I have become less decisional and did some bad things. I’m sorry, to whom may concern.

I didn’t lie to myself.

I think the weather is hot but I don’t hate it.

I was back to 12 when I was facing the pressure from the living.

I remember how bad I was when I entered high school. I don’t regret.

I found my palm prints continuously grow and now like a mess of hairs.

I think I like my hair style right now it reminds me about Bob Marley.

I’m at office right now.

Stop talking about Michael Jackson please radio!

I wonder if there any girls fancy someone without happiness it creates.

The worst kind of organism is the kind that talks to noone.

Fine then, I’m finishing this shit up.

Ok, one more thing: what if I do a cut on my palm? Will I disappear immediately if it cut through the lifeline?

What a stupid idea!